Tag: dance practice

Friday, 31.10.2025

so… it was last Tuesday of the month, and the last round with this . and yeah, it’s not exactly a masterpiece from my side – actually far from it. closer to tragedy – especially when I’m watching it. but you know, it’s – my own little nightmare – and it’s tricky. it always is. I regret that I’m not as good as I’d like to be. but maybe that’s fine.

i’m putting this up here – again – and again, it’s kind of a little reality check for myself.

it’s the last take of this piece, so it’s like: okay, this is where I’m at, and this is how much work there still is to do. and that’s that.

new choreo next Tuesday.

Monday, 27.10.2025

friday’s modern jazz class again. third one with the same . and still… i keep messing things up. it’s funny – during the class, i often think i’m doing fine. the rhythm, the energy, the – all good. but then i watch the recording, and damn… i can see everything. the shoulders that go up instead of staying relaxed. the steps that are just a bit too wide. the head movement that doesn’t fit. and all the ten thousand other things. all those tiny details that make a big difference.

but I actually like this process. I like seeing what’s wrong, noticing what needs to change. it’s like fixing a puzzle – piece by piece, frame by frame. that’s why i keep recording my dances and putting them on the blog. it’s not about showing off, it’s about keeping track. watching myself learn. learning to see what i couldn’t see before.

and maybe that’s the best part of all this – not dancing perfectly, but dancing a bit better every time.