: today is one of those strange emotional days. nothing dramatic, but something inside me shifted. I overslept, missed my #sunday classes, and suddenly everything felt heavier than it should. I can feel that I sacrificed a lot this week – #dance, #routines, little pieces of myself – and today that weight finally showed up. I’m not making decisions, I’m not digging into it. I just want to note it down: today feels confusing, lonely, a bit disappointing. I’m noticing it. just noticing. I’ll look at it again tomorrow, with a clearer head.
Tag: sunday
Sunday, 30.11.2025
Koniec
Sunday, 19.10.2025
: I feel as if I’ve finally fulfilled all the expectations of everything around me – everything that doesn’t align with my main, most important goals in life.
I used to say that I “fucked up” in the past few days. But today I think I can say I just gone through every possible point of wrong choices. It’s Sunday evening, and I feel like I’ve had enough – that I’ve done everything wrong that I had to do – and now I’m ready to return to the right path. The strict one.
I hope this moment becomes a new beginning for me, a spark that starts something big and real in my everyday life. I hope that tomorrow morning I’ll wake up and not only remember all this, but also feel strong motivation to keep going that way.
