i love:
this kind of #winter. real #winter, #snow everywhere. it started yesterday. I don’t know how long it will last – maybe a week, maybe two – I hope long. I’m writing this from my kitchen, like always, from my writing corner, looking through the window all the time, smiling at this beautiful #snow. people around me complain that it’s hard to drive, that you have to clear #snow from sidewalks and yards, that it’s cold, that it’s a disaster. well… people like complaining, I guess. for me it’s the opposite. it brings back the best #memories of my #childhood and puts me in a good mood instantly. yesterday I cleared the yard twice, today I’ll do it again – slowly, with so much pleasure. ↗
my #body feels warm, open, alive. not exhausted – activated. like everything is in the right place. muscles awake, breath deeper, head quiet. it’s such a good moment.
there’s something very simple about this feeling. my #body knows it was taken care of. it knows it moved with music, with #rhythm, with intention. and it answers with #calm energy instead of tension.
i’m sitting here a few minutes after class and i feel… grateful. honestly grateful. not in a big, dramatic way. just a quiet thank you spreading through my #body. a warm feeling I want to capture for future me.
right now everything feels lighter. steadier. more aligned. and i’m really glad I was there.
Thursday, 11.12.2025
: I’ve been thinking about #trust. not the big dramatic kind, not the “you can count on me forever” speeches. something much smaller.
yesterday my mechanic called me to say my car was ready. the bill was high, higher than I expected, and he kept apologising for it – explaining, justifying, almost defending himself. well, he’s a nice guy and just knew it’s a lot of money for me. and I caught myself saying: you don’t have to explain anything… it’s okay.
because in that moment I just trusted him. fully. without words, without effort. and that felt… really good.
I didn’t have to say “I #trust you.” I didn’t even think about saying it. I simply did. even with all the past mistakes, even with the times he messed something up and admitted it. even with all the imperfections. maybe because of them.
I realised how much easier #life feels when I decide to believe that #people are good. just simply good, by nature. that they’re not trying to trick me, not trying to make my day worse. they’re just doing their jobs, doing their best, trying to stay #calm in their own lives. and if I meet them halfway – even in these tiny #microrelations – something soft shows up. something human.
and standing there yesterday, listening to him apologise again, I felt one thing: #gratitude.
grateful that he took care of my car. grateful that he tried. grateful that this small moment reminded me of the way I actually want to live.
trusting makes me a calmer person. a better one, I think. and it’s quite easy.
Monday, 01.12.2025
i love:
“the morning show”, this whole world behind it. not the drama, not the chaos, not the scandals. just the feeling of being inside a newsroom, where people write, create, produce, talk, think. I finished the last episode and caught myself smiling, because this is exactly the kind of world I secretly adore – the lights, the scripts, the rhythm of a show that has to go on, no matter what. and maybe that’s why I keep this blog. my own tiny studio, my own tiny morning show, where I can sit down with a coffee and put something into words. no pressure, no producers, no cameras. just me trying to catch a thought and turn it into something that feels like a piece of that world I love so much. ↗
Koniec
Saturday, 25.10.2025
: after my #divorce, i was afraid that my daughters wouldn’t trust me much. that it would feel strange when they stayed at my place – for me and for them. that it would be hard to live, even for a few days, in my minimalistic, one-room house – this weird, symbiotic space so different from every other #home. i thought it would be hard for them. hard for me. awkward most of the time. it’s not easy to let someone into such a closed world – even your own kids.
but it’s not like that at all. it’s the opposite. i feel so good when they’re here, in this stupid little house. and even more — i can feel that they also feel great here with me. we talk a lot, we always eat together, we laugh almost every minute we’re together. we fight against fast food, go rollerblading, watch our dancing videos – because we’re all learning to dance! and i don’t think it’s a coincidence.
in the first year after the divorce, after leaving my wife, i often wondered if it was the right decision. today i’m sure it was – the most important one of my life. and i’m so glad everything turned out this way. i feel deeply grateful – for my choices, but also for all those little coincidences that led me here.
or… maybe there are no coincidences?
my daughters are sleeping right now, and i can’t wait to wake them up to spend another morning with them. yeah, i was so wrong at first. i’m glad they’re here. and… i think… they also feel good here, with me.
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